Demented Love Notes

This is like a diary for me; full of my thoughts and dreams, secrets and hopes and the things I get up to on a day to day basis.

cosmicspread:

my ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that i may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, i have big dreams and i deserve to live a life i love and let that love radiate

(Source: llleighsmith, via metal-mistress)

eoliveson:

aziraphalesneakers:

Can’t go over it.

Can’t go under it.

Can’t go around it.

Gotta go through it.

Trying to explain depression or anxiety to someone who’s never experienced it.

This belongs here.

(via starsandgutters)

thebaconsandwichofregret:

officialringsofsaturn:

The Alnwick Poison Garden is pretty much what you’d think it is: a garden full of plants that can kill you (among many other things). Some of the plants are so dangerous that they have to be kept behind bars. [x]

TAKE ME TAKE ME TAKE MEEEEEE

it’s the best! you get a guided tour and the prettier the plants the deadlier they are

(Source: bregma, via fixyourwritinghabits)

No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though.
I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough

—Clementine Von Radics (via unabashinglyme)

(Source: vomitbrat, via starsandgutters)

I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.

And then she told herself, “Stop being so weak. Grow up and get over it.” and then she never felt anything again.

—(via l084)

(Source: chillstate, via metal-mistress)

When you meet someone who tries their hardest to stick by you regardless of how difficult you are, keep them. Keep them at all costs because finding someone who cares enough to look past your flaws isn’t something that happens every day.

—Midnight Thoughts (I got lucky with you)

(Source: reality-escape-artist, via metal-mistress)

Is it selfish to say I want you the whole fucking time? I want you in my head. I want you in my bed. I want your hands all over my thighs. Give me your tightest grip. I want to exhale all of my loneliness and sadness to you. I want to breathe you in. I want you. I want you and I know this sounds pathetic but I want you to want me too.

irishjulienne, how do i say this without sounding desperate? (via talkingoutsoft)

(via niamhrhymeswithleave)